Raindrops of Thinking

-- by Blue You probably haven't seen the flower growing on the peek of that hill over yonder. You obviously can but you never looked. But maybe I'm wrong and you have actually already seen it. Yet it's all the same because even as I tell you this, you don't know what I'm talking about, do you? Don't worry, I already expected it to be that way. But if you truly disagree with me, and you're sincerely telling the truth, then I would like to thank you.  That flower had a story. Everyone does. And like most stories, it needs to be heard. Keeping it would be a waste.  It started as a small little bud, until it bloomed, greeted by the buzzing world. It sang songs through the empty wind. It danced along its breeze with a silent music. But the world continued on with its buzzy business. It did not hear the flower's songs. It did not stop to watch it dance. The world never stopped turning for a single flower. Was it because it was just a single flower?  "No,&

  -- by Blue  I lost something again. But I don't know what that is. (perhaps the rest of this prose. perhaps my will to lice.)

  -- by Blue [ trigger warning ] yellow. i feel the warmth of yellow with the sight of it. the brightness overpowers my eyes leaving me almost blind. the sun glares at me, whether that be in a painting or if I try to look it up on the sky. i am blinded by the intensity of yellow.  i see the meanings of yellow in signages encouraging happiness. the smiling emoji beams at me with its yellow skin. it goes beyond the simple glare as it bears stars on each eye. excitement and joy, these very emotions plastered on its imaginary irises.  i ought to give a smile in return, i told myself. i ought to reflect the hue of happiness in the faces of strangers, of friends and other people. i ought to, i told myself again. it is to be expected. but yellow... perhaps for me was different. it does not only mean the positive things on the advertisements that entice the human eye. it does not only mean the warmth and light of sunshine.  for yellow... yellow also means sickness... and perhaps i am sick. i n